How God forms His ecclesia

Part One .

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World Bank , a talk from the inside .

 Dr Emily Brierly talking to Andrew Gold on Heretics podcast
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Interregnum

 

Tavistock Institute and the Council of 300

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Ex MI 6 John Coleman wrote the two books , Tavistock Institute and Council of 300.

Consecration in 2026 - Troy Brewer

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Parasites Part 3 Clotrimazole, Lotrimin to Psalm121 Non slopeshouldering

This is NOT health advice , it is triggers for more research .

Cancer is another deception and we have deceptions because we slopeshoulder ?
That's a big leap Chris, how do you get there ?

Quite apart from being able now since the Cross   to address all disease properly from the backroom .....Isaiah 53 Psalm 103 and from OFF the Genesis 3 platform where the Devil has NO JURISDICTION .....and if we don't do this ourselves by being born again , baptised in the Spirit then learning to go into our brand new inner  room , shut our door ( to all soul connections to the previous Genesis 3 operating sysyem ) and connect and meet and engage with our Father .

This is part of  and more relational  than the rather cold and objective legal reality ' Submit to God , resist the devil and he will flee from you '.

Yes ....if we don't do these backroom things, then gathering together in the Name of Jesus creates a temporary space of power on earth where Genesis 3 is just suspended . Remember Kenneth Hagin said to his son's schoolfriend , ' you may have a bad cold , but while you are in my house you won't have it '.
At this point I would normally share John Stevens testimony working with Bob Gordon in evangelism marking out a space in a city centre  to evangelise and heal .
A woman , who ofcourse knew nothing , was crossing through it to get to her bank and had a body healing and came back to ask why ?
Witches do the reverse in Darkness . They create a Magic circle of power .
Basically we are kings of this earth .( the earth was given by God to the sons of men ) We can ascribe who we wish to turn up in any territory , God or Satan. Then we can legislate through the authority of whichever deity . The big difference is the devil has to steal his energy from somewhere .
God is love power and life .

But suppose we handle cancer more from the front end . I, like everybody , pays attention to statements made randomly appearing on the internet .

I now realise cancer has long been sorted.
We can tackle it from the inside out and one doctor did that in 1897 with arsenic . A small and not recommendable dose ....but brave utter folly aside ....all he was doing was kicking his immunity into overdrive and en route the big tumour was reduced to nothing in about 3 months .

GCMaf the bodys own anticancer hormone can be put in blood plasma and adminstered by venal infusion . Dr Noakes and Lyn Thyer were arrested for healing 80% of NHS rejects Stage Four cancer patients they treated  . The researchers had already made this finding 35 years ago and British Government still keeps BBC charity cycling round the country because its NHS business model includes 26 billion coming through chemo and radiation . They can't afford to run the rest of the health service if people find alternative cures .

I was reading about a boy's ringworm on his neck and people were giving suggestions . One was a synthetic substance for ringworm , athletes foot and crotch itch .....what does that tell you ?
Originally marketed as Canesten . Remember that one ? So I asked Google about the origins .
NIH aren't permitting the sharing of the Clotrimazole page link (undefined) so look at the pics and look up their page by title the old fashioned way.

Although clotrimazole was first used against fungal infections, a body of research was later developed indicating that this drug has anticancer properties as well. The mechanism of action is based on the inhibition of mitochondrial-bound glycolytic enzymes and calmodulin, which starves cancer cells of energy. Clotrimazole and its derivatives have been shown to decrease rates of cancer cell proliferation, induce G1 phase arrest, and promote pro-apoptotic factors, which lead to cell death.

Keywords: Clotrimazole, Calmodulin, Human melanoma, Hexokinase

This article talks about Clotrimazole attacking the rogue cancer cells . Another article says Lotricil drug which contains 1% Clotrimazole prevents ringworm from building its outer walls .

Except in recent months I have been seeing internet links between parasites , their mucous linings  in which they hide in our intestines , and the way they hide in the  pancreas knocking out  insulin production and causing Diabetes 2.

So pretty related .....and I am not sure the NIH article isn't being suppressed in its information .....

How do we know that Clotrimazole isn't knocking out parasites so therefore cancer tumours then repair themselves because our body is no longer being inundated with the biproducts of parasites .

People are increasingly saying tumours are the junkhills our bodies build to seal off junk it can't yet handle . They are a natural reaction .

While we slopeshoulder in the Genesis 3 wrath spirit of the independent self , we supply the codependency to the other end of Satan's foul spirit , which is a control pyramid spirit with Lucifer at the top , sucking our energy over a whole lifetime . Now the heirarchy is manifesting . We are run by Black Rock ,Vanguard and the BANKING ARM State Street .

These trillion dollar corporations have the power to simply suppress health information .

The trial of Dr Noakes , the putting in a Parisian jail of Dr Lyn Thyer and Covid research lawyer Reiner Fuellmich ( who cut his teeth on the VW scandal and an international shipping scandal ) still in a German jail .

Here is the Psalm of Ascents link .

It is where we cut our cords from the matrix pyramid .

In Psalm 120 we suddenly see the XRay of the earth . I of myself want peace ....but what do I see ? I am in a system that is at war . It uses Lockheed Martin and Raytheon to create tools for

continuous and entirely substanceless wars .

Trouble is , if we refuse to slope shoulder and be quiet , our next immediate problem is supply in psalm 121.

Do I look to the material hills or to God for my supply ?

This is stage one of breaking the Kingdom of Darkness over us . " Give us this day our daily bread ".  Next is forgiveness , the third is pulls towards what God isn't doing and to do what He is

doing. And thats where people divide .

Can two walk together ?

With a single eye, the 12 apostles proved it . All 12 in Jerusalem . That's a miracle .

But all of us in our independent Satan self ....No.

Parasites where are we now ? Part 2. The exterior approach

 I've assisted in over 2,000 colonoscopies, says the writer of this tavio advert . Again I, Chris Welch am not sponsored but am really interested in this advertorial as with part one by a separate author and product .

I've seen things crawling inside people that made gastroenterologists go silent.

And the worst part? We're not allowed to tell patients what we really saw.

I'm a GI technician. I operate the camera. I watch the screen while doctors navigate through your

intestines.

For 14 years, I've had a front-row seat to what's actually living inside people.

And I need to tell you something that the medical system doesn't want you to know.

Those symptoms you have—the bloating, the fatigue, the brain fog, the 3am wake-ups—they're not

'just IBS.' They're not stress. They're not 'part of getting older.'

I've seen what's causing them. On a screen. In high definition. Hundreds of times.

And I've watched doctors look at the same screen, see the same thing, and say nothing.

The first time I saw it, I was 26 years old. Three months into the job.

We were doing a routine colonoscopy on a 52-year-old woman. Complaints of chronic bloating and

fatigue. Her primary care doctor ordered the scope to rule out anything serious.

The doctor navigated the camera through her colon. Everything looked normal at first.

Then we reached the cecum—the pouch where your small intestine meets your large intestine.

And I saw movement.

Not the normal movement of the intestinal walls. Something else. Something that shouldn't have been

there.

I watched a white, rope-like mass shift position as the camera approached. Like it was avoiding the

light.

I looked at the doctor. He saw it too. His jaw tightened.

He moved the camera closer. The mass retreated deeper into a fold of tissue.

I waited for him to say something. To document it. To tell the patient.

He withdrew the camera. Finished the procedure.

In his report, he wrote: 'No significant findings. Recommend increased fiber intake.'

I pulled him aside afterward. 'What was that? In the cecum?'

He looked at me like I'd asked a stupid question. 'Mucus accumulation. Very common.'

'It moved.'

'Peristalsis. The intestinal walls contract. It shifts things around.'

He walked away.

But I'd watched that screen for three years of training. I knew what peristalsis looked like. I knew what

mucus looked like.

That wasn't mucus. And it didn't move because of peristalsis.

It moved because it was alive.

Over the next 14 years, I saw it again and again.

White, rope-like masses. Sometimes clustered. Sometimes spread across different sections of the colon.

Thick, grayish coating on the intestinal walls—so dense in some patients that the camera view was

partially obscured.

And movement. Always movement. Things that reacted to the light. Things that retreated into folds of

tissue when the camera approached.

I stopped asking doctors about it after the first year.

Because they all said the same thing. Mucus. Normal variation. Nothing to document.

But I started keeping my own notes.

I'd write down the patient's symptoms before the procedure. Then I'd note what I saw on the screen.

The correlation was undeniable.

Patients with chronic bloating? Almost always had that thick grayish coating.

Patients with fatigue and brain fog? Usually had the rope-like masses.

Patients who mentioned waking up at 3am? The movement was more pronounced. More active. Like

whatever was in there was more established.

I had 14 years of data that nobody wanted to see.

I asked a senior gastroenterologist once—off the record, after a few drinks at a conference—why no

one ever documented this stuff.

He laughed. 'You want the honest answer?'

'Yes.'

'There's no billing code for it.'

I stared at him.

'Parasites are a tropical disease,' he said. 'That's what we learned in medical school. Americans don't get

parasites. So when we see something that looks like parasites, it can't be parasites. It must be mucus.'

'But what if it is parasites?'

'Then I'd have to refer to infectious disease. They'd run tests that would come back negative because

parasites hide behind biofilm and don't shed into stool consistently. The patient would get frustrated. I'd

look like I don't know what I'm doing. And I wouldn't get paid for any of it.'

He took another drink.

'It's easier for everyone if it's just mucus.'

I went home that night and couldn't sleep.

Easier for everyone. Except the patient who's going to live with that thing inside them for another 20

years.

Three years ago, I started having symptoms myself.

The bloating came first. I'd look pregnant by 6pm no matter what I ate.

Then the fatigue. Dragging myself through 12-hour shifts that used to feel manageable.

Then the 3am wake-ups. Like clockwork. Every single night.

I knew what I had. I'd seen it on a screen a thousand times.

But knowing didn't help. Because I also knew that no test would find it. No doctor would believe me.

No oral medication would reach it.

I'd watched parasites retreat from a colonoscopy camera. They could sense intrusion. They could hide.

They were burrowed into intestinal walls, protected by that thick grayish coating—biofilm—that I'd

seen obscure camera views.

Anything I swallowed would pass right through while they sat protected behind their shields.

I needed something that could reach them without going through my digestive tract.

I started researching what actually penetrates biofilm.

Most of the studies were disappointing. Antibiotics couldn't do it. Herbal supplements couldn't do it.

The biofilm matrix was designed by millions of years of evolution specifically to resist whatever the

host threw at it.

But there was one compound that kept appearing in the research.

Ricinoleic acid. Found in castor oil—90% concentration.

Studies showed it could break down biofilm matrices. Not just kill parasites—dissolve the shields they

hide behind.

But here's what the supplement companies don't tell you: you can't swallow it effectively.

Stomach acid degrades ricinoleic acid. What survives gets diluted across your entire GI tract. By the

time it reaches parasites burrowed in your intestinal walls, there's not enough concentration to penetrate

biofilm.

You have to deliver it differently.

Transdermally. Through the skin. With compression and heat.

When you apply castor oil over your abdomen with sustained pressure, it absorbs through the dermal

layers. Your body heat activates the ricinoleic acid. The compression drives it inches deep—into the

tissue surrounding your intestines.

Directly to where I'd seen those things hiding on camera.

And overnight wear—6-8 hours—delivers it during the exact window when parasites are most active.

When they're feeding. When they're moving. When I'd seen the most activity on late-night emergency

scopes.

I ordered a castor oil pack. Started wearing it every night.

Week one: More bathroom activity than usual. Something was moving.

Week two: I saw things in the toilet that I'd only seen before on a screen. Rope-like strands. Pale.

Exactly what I'd watched doctors dismiss as 'mucus' for 14 years.

I didn't need a doctor to tell me what it was. I'd seen it crawl away from cameras.

Week three: The bloating started going down. My uniform fit differently.

Week four: The 3am wake-ups stopped. First time in two years I slept through the night.

Week six: A colleague I'd worked with for years looked at me across the break room and said, 'Did you

lose weight? You look different.'

I hadn't lost weight. I'd lost what was feeding on me.

I still operate the camera every day.

I still see the rope-like masses. The thick biofilm coating. The movement that doctors refuse to

document.

And every time, I think the same thing:

This patient has no idea. They're going to get a report that says 'no significant findings.' They're going

to go home and continue living with that thing inside them. They're going to suffer for

years—decades—while doctors blame stress and aging and IBS.

I can't tell them what I see. I'd lose my job.

But I can tell you.

If you have chronic bloating that doesn't respond to diet changes...

If you have fatigue that sleep doesn't fix...

If you wake up between 2-4am for no apparent reason...

If you have brain fog that makes you feel like you're losing your mind...

If you've had a colonoscopy that came back 'normal' but you know something is wrong...

I've seen what's inside you. On a screen. In high definition.

And I've watched doctors look at the same thing and say nothing.

It's not mucus. It's not normal variation. It's not nothing.

It's alive. It's hiding. And it's not going to show up on any test because it's evolved specifically to avoid

detection.

You can't reach it by swallowing something.

I've watched these things retreat from a camera that was inches away. They sense intrusion. They hide

deeper in the folds of your intestines.

Anything you swallow will pass right through while they wait it out behind their biofilm shields.

You have to go around the digestive system entirely.

Castor oil. Through the skin. With compression and heat. Overnight.

That's the only way to deliver ricinoleic acid at concentrations high enough to break down biofilm.

That's the only way to reach them where they're actually hiding.

I've watched parasites on a screen for 14 years. I know where they live. I know how they hide.

And I know this is the only approach that makes sense based on what I've seen.

The brand I use is called Tavio.

I tried making my own setup first. Castor oil from the store, old t-shirt, plastic wrap. It was a disaster.

Leaked everywhere. Came undone while I slept. Never maintained consistent compression.

Tavio is designed specifically for overnight use. Organic cotton and bamboo that holds the oil without

leaking. Adjustable compression that stays in place all night.

Put it on before bed. Sleep normally. Let it work during the hours when parasites are most active—the

same hours when I've seen the most movement on late-night scopes.

90-day money-back guarantee. If nothing changes, you get your money back.

But something will probably change. Because I've seen what's inside people. And I've seen what

happens when it finally comes out.

You'd never sleep again if you knew what I've seen on that screen.

The things that move when the camera approaches. The masses that retreat into folds of tissue. The

biofilm so thick it blocks the camera view.

All of it documented as 'no significant findings.'

All of it still living inside patients who have no idea.

Don't be one of them.

Don't wait until you're on my screen.

EDIT: Almost forgot the link. Here it is: https://buytavio.com/pages/castor-oil-cleanse

Parasites, where are we now ? One lady spent $2557 on what DIDN'T WORK!!!

 I am looking at exterior measures compresses etc but Karen writes about oral systems which have failed and one which succeeeded . I am not on commission.

Karen Manwiller writes 

I'm going to list everything I've taken for parasites in the last three years. Not because I'm proud of it. Because I need you to see the pattern before I explain it.

Ivermectin + fenbendazole. Three rounds. $195.

Wormwood and black walnut tincture. Two bottles. $67.

Wormwood extract capsules. Three months. $91.

Diatomaceous earth. Two bags. $37.

Charcoal powder. $24.

Turpentine protocol. Don't judge me. $15.

Mimosa pudica seed. $52.

"Complete Parasite Cleanse" kit from Amazon. $94.

Another one from a different brand. $83.

Clove oil capsules. $34.

Papaya seed extract. $28.

A $360 "comprehensive protocol" from a functional medicine practitioner I found on Instagram.

Three different probiotics to "rebuild after cleansing." $194.

TUDCA for liver support during die-off. $62.

Binders. Two kinds. $76.

Total: $1,412. And that's just the supplements. Doesn't include the $440 for lab tests my insurance didn't cover, the $395 for two virtual naturopath consultations, or the $310 I spent on books and courses from parasite "experts."

$2,557.

Three years. Fifteen different products. Three practitioners. Every protocol the parasite community recommends.

And I still wake up at 3am every night with my stomach so bloated I can't lie on my side.

I know what you're thinking. "She probably didn't do them right." Or "She needed to stick with it longer." Or "She should have combined X with Y."

I did them right. I followed every protocol exactly. I combined. I stacked. I did maintenance rounds. I did full moon protocols because someone told me parasites follow lunar cycles.

None of it lasted.

Every single protocol produced the same result: 2-3 weeks of improvement followed by a complete crash. Symptoms return. Often worse. Buy the next thing. Try again. Same cycle.

I'm not writing this to complain. I'm writing this because last month I finally figured out WHY none of them worked. And the answer made me furious. Because it's so simple. And nobody in any group, any course, any practitioner's office ever explained it.

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The pattern

Here's what three years and $2,557 taught me about every parasite product on the market.

They all take the same route. You swallow them. They enter your stomach. Stomach acid starts breaking them down immediately. Whatever survives gets diluted across 20+ feet of digestive tract. By the time any active compound reaches the parasites, there's a fraction of the original dose left.

Some of that fraction kills some parasites. The exposed ones. The adults floating in the gut. The ones outside the walls.

You feel better. You post in the group. You think you've found the answer.

Then three weeks later, it all comes back. And you buy the next product.

I did this fifteen times before I stopped and asked the obvious question: if all these products kill SOME parasites—and they do, I could feel the die-off every time—why don't any of them finish the job?

The answer is four failures that every oral product shares. Doesn't matter if it's pharmaceutical grade ivermectin or a $15 bottle of turpentine. They all fail in the same four ways.

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Failure 1: They can't break biofilm

Parasites aren't just sitting in your gut waiting to be poisoned. They burrow into your intestinal walls. Anchor into the tissue. And they build a protective shield around themselves called biofilm—a thick, dense, layered coating.

Biofilm blocks everything. Stomach acid can't penetrate it. Ivermectin can't penetrate it.

Wormwood can't. Fenbendazole can't. Wormwood extract can't. Nothing you swallow gets through.

Oral cleanses kill the parasites outside the wall. The ones behind it are untouched. When you stop the protocol, they come right back out and repopulate.

That's your two good weeks. You killed what you could reach. What you couldn't is still there.

Failure 2: They don't kill eggs

Parasites lay thousands of eggs. Embedded in your intestinal walls. Protected by the same biofilm.

Ivermectin kills adults. Fenbendazole hits some larvae. Neither kills eggs reliably across all species and life stages.

You kill the adults. Feel amazing. Eggs are still there. Within 2-3 weeks, they hatch. Brand new generation. Symptoms crash back.

That's why round 2 feels exactly like round 1. You're not fighting the same parasites. You're fighting their children. And their children's eggs are already laid by the time you start round 3.

Failure 3: They don't drain the dead ones out

This is the failure that cost me the most pain and nobody ever warned me about.

When parasites die, they release toxins. Their bodies break down inside you. All of that waste has to be flushed out through your lymphatic system—your body's drainage network.

Ivermectin doesn't activate lymphatic drainage. Neither does fenbendazole. Or wormwood. Or charcoal. Or any oral cleanse. They kill. They don't clean up.

Dead parasites pile up inside you. Release more toxins than the living ones did. Your lymphatic system can't keep up. The toxins settle into your joints, your skin, your brain.

That's the "die-off" everyone celebrates. It's not healing. It's your body drowning in toxic debris it can't remove.

I developed skin rashes, joint pain, and headaches I never had before cleansing. Four rounds of killing without draining. The dead parasites had nowhere to go.

Failure 4: They work during the day. Parasites work at night.

Parasites are nocturnal. Most active between midnight and 4am. That's when they feed.

Reproduce. Release toxins. Come out from behind biofilm. That's why you wake up at 3am.

Every oral cleanse is swallowed during the day. By nighttime, the active compounds have already passed through your system.

You're deploying weapons in the morning against an enemy that comes out at midnight.

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What I found that addresses all four

After three years and $2,557, the answer wasn't another parasite cleanse. It wasn't a stronger dose. It wasn't a better brand of the same thing.

It was a completely different compound.

Silymarin. The concentrated active extract inside Uvora Milk Thistle Detox.

Silymarin is the only natural compound shown to break down biofilm matrices. Not push past it. DISSOLVE IT. Destroy the walls parasites hide behind and expose every stage—adults, larvae, eggs.

No standard parasite cleanse can do this. I tried fifteen of them. Not one can break biofilm.

When silymarin absorbs through your intestinal lining at therapeutic concentration, it bypasses the dilution problem entirely. No degradation across 20 feet of digestive tract. Direct delivery at full concentration into the tissue where parasites are burrowed.

The Inositol in the formula strips away the liver fat parasites use as a hiding layer. The L-Methionine drives the detoxification cascade that clears their waste at the amino acid level. The Pueraria Extract activates bowel regularity so everything that gets loosened actually moves out.

And it activates lymphatic drainage. The formula directly stimulates your body's drainage network.

Dead parasites, broken-down biofilm, eggs, toxins—actually flushed OUT of your body. Not left to pile up. Not left to settle into your joints and skin. Removed.

Kill AND drain. Both. Together.

And you take one capsule with dinner. Silymarin peaks in your system between 10pm and 4am—during the exact window—midnight to 4am—when parasites are most active, most vulnerable, most exposed. Not depleted by morning. Active at night when they're feeding.

Four failures fixed. One capsule. You take it while you sleep.

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Week 1

Tried the standard protocols first. Store-bought milk thistle. Generic cleanse kits. Same two-week window. Same crash.

Found Uvora. Standardized silymarin at therapeutic concentration. One capsule daily with dinner. No stacking. No protocol.

First week: more bathroom trips. Something moving. But NO die-off. No headaches. No skin flare.

No joint pain. For the first time in three years of cleansing, my body was eliminating without punishing me for it.

Because the lymphatic system was actually draining.

Week 2

Bloating reduced. Not the temporary two-week window I'd gotten from fifteen different products.

A steady, daily reduction. Flat in the morning AND flat by evening.

The skin rash from months of undrained die-off started fading.

Week 3

The week everything always collapsed. Eggs hatch. New generation. Crash.

No crash.

Bloating stayed down. 3am wake-ups didn't return. Sugar cravings stayed gone.

I kept waiting for it. Kept bracing for the morning I'd wake up bloated with my heart pounding at 3am.

It didn't come. Because the biofilm was broken down. The eggs were reached. The dead material was being flushed nightly.

Week 4

Joint pain gone. Headaches gone. Skin clear. Brain fog lifted. Energy all day.

A friend said "you look like a different person."

Week 8

Still taking it every night with dinner. Not a 25-day protocol. Not something you finish and hope. Ongoing.

Nightly maintenance. The way my grandmother's generation did it without thinking about it.

Lost 12 pounds. Sleep through the night. Think clearly. No bloating. No fatigue. No cravings. No itching.

After three years of cycling through every product in the parasite world, the symptoms are GONE.

Not suppressed for two weeks. Gone.

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The math

$2,557 on fifteen products, three practitioners, lab tests, courses, and books. Three years. Symptoms never resolved.

Uvora: one bottle. 30 capsules. One month supply. No subscription. No recurring shipments of pills that half-work.

90-day money-back guarantee. Doesn't work, every penny back.

They sell out constantly. Small company. If out of stock, sign up for the restock notification.

—

If you've spent hundreds or thousands on parasite cleanses. If you've tried ivermectin, fenbendazole, wormwood, black walnut, Wormwood extract, charcoal, or any of the dozens of products the groups recommend. If you felt better for two weeks and crashed. If you're on round 2 or round 5 or round 10 and still waking up at 3am.

You're not doing it wrong. The compound is wrong. The timing is wrong. The drainage isn't happening. And the biofilm is still standing.

One solution fixes all four. You take it while you sleep.

EDIT: https://getuvora.com/products/detox

If you've been through the cleanse cycle, check that page. It breaks down the biofilm problem, the lymphatic drainage piece, and why standardized silymarin at therapeutic concentration changes everything. I wish someone had shown me this before I spent $2,557 learning the hard way.

Grooming Gangs , Muslims , Social Services and Police

 Andrew Gold heretics podcast interviews Fiona Goddard on her experience in a Northern Social Services Care Home .
One phrase leapt out . Because the workers were on shift systems 
there were no strong relationships and ultimately people in care don't feel valued.
Care ofcourse means the basic human needs are met , but the truth is every human needs soul/spirit nourishment to thrive . Human connection. This is the target point for groomers .
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These are THE SAME PEOPLE , restatement by Max Lowen

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Ron Cantor on Roberts Liardon

Maybe my background is such that  God has prevented a ministry .

My desperation  led me to Romans 6 and 7 material and ofcourse Norman Grubb Yes I Am . That's why I am pleased to announce there is a life off Genesis 3. The Devil has no jurisdiction off the Genesis 3 platform .

This is why the Bible announces : submit to God , resist the Devil and he will flee .

But , to realise how deep the Genesis 3 seduction lies in our very souls ....well mistakes can be big . The apostles denied the second Person of the Trinity to His very death . If any Jews think they can't possibly face this , consider the 12 and the 120 who wete petsonally trained on earth by a natural Jesus , yet all of them were the beginning of Jesus own ecclesia on earth .

What is wonderful to me is I now have articulation for why my anointing , my ministry , my calling , my message bars me from the old pyramid system . My message , crystallising through Jack Fortenberry Corinthian Elders , is that Pastor Kings are not a Melchizedek thing. We wait together before the Lord and have Psalm 123 Presence events as per 1 Corinthians 12 and the three diverses .

This takes the pressure off everything I am seeking to do . I will be surrounded by brethren and sisters who will also be ministering in Light .  Paul desctibes 14 different types of ministry in 3 lists , and it will work as the first DIVERSE works now , because our eye is single to see what the Lord is doing .

The challenge right now is enough thirdlevellers who are grounded and know Jesus in them as them (Galatians 2.20) outside meetings or even together outside meetings .

We are still having a hard time reading each other and how we all function as new creations having this inner believing .....read 1 Corinthians 12:14-26

Whether homosexual or heterosexual these are painful reads .

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‼️In 1985, Roberts Liardon tried to groom me—or at least, that is what I believe. I haven’t thought much about him in a long time. I wouldn’t be writing this post detailing his sexual abuse if it weren’t for the fact that, over the past month, I’ve seen him appear three times on socia¡¡,l media. I saw him lecturing at a major charismatic Bible school. I saw that he is hosting a conference at Christian Retreat in Bradenton, Florida. And I saw Alan DiDio interviewing him on YouTube about anointing, mantles, and impartation—not holiness, character, and self-control.

I’m writing this because I’m concerned that Lairdon is a predator. In my upcoming book, WHEN SHEPHERDS PREY, I tell the story of how I met a young Roberts while in Bible school. Because I began noti2cing him becoming more ubiquitous on social media, I did my best to find out exactly what happened between him and the youth pastor under his authority more than 20 years ago.

A YOUNG STUDENT MEETS A “PROPHET”
In 1985, I was in Bible school at Christ for the Nations—not in Texas, but at a smaller satellite school in Stony Brook, Long Island. My mentor and primary professor was Dr. Michael Brown. He was only 30 at the time and spoke in glowing terms about his friend—a 19-year-old prophet who had been to heaven. I had already read his book, I SAW HEAVEN, which my youth pastor in Virginia had given me. I was certainly intrigued.

Dr. Brown brought him to the school as a guest teacher. One day, I walked into Station Pizza, the primary off-campus hangout for students. Dr. Brown ate most of his meals there, as I recall. I walked in, and there he was, sitting with Roberts. He called me over and introduced me.

Roberts was deeply intrigued by me—almost mesmerized. He began asking me about myself and my calling. He spoke prophetically over me, saying that I had a great anointing on my life. I believe he told me that I was special.

VALIDATION AND VULNERABILITY
Understand, I was 20 years old and dealing with a lot of rejection—not only from my upbringing but also at Bible school. I was overly zealous and, frankly, too much for many of the other students. To be clear, I had a lot to learn. I was not easy to deal with. So having someone that everyone was excited to hear—a “prophet of God”—tell me that I was special was deeply validating.

He later told Dr. Brown that he wanted to spend time alone with me that weekend. He was scheduled to preach Sunday morning and evening at our local congregation, and it was arranged that I would spend the afternoon with him. I was incredibly excited.

A MASSIVE RED FLAG
After the service, I went back to the pastor’s house, where Roberts and I spent several hours together. I don’t remember much about the conversation except the most important part: he asked me if I would consider leaving Bible school to travel with him as his assistant.

That should have been a massive red flag.

He didn’t know me. He didn’t know what was best for me. Still, I was deeply intrigued and in that short period of time, imagine, traveling the world and preaching with Roberts—but I loved being in Bible school. That evening, as I walked into the service behind Roberts, carrying his books like “his boy,” Dr. Brown noticed. He came right up to me and said, “Don’t get any ideas about leaving Bible school.”

I don’t know if Dr. Brown discerned that prophetically or if Roberts had said something to him—but I sensed he was looking out for my best interest. Back then, Dr. Brown was very prophetic, to the point that students were nervous to walk by him for fear that he knew the secrets of their hearts. And it was definitely the right decision.

EARLY QUESTIONS AND LATER SKEPTICISM
I did notice that Roberts was effeminate, and I wondered about his sexual identity. There was even a distant suspicion that his motives might be nefarious. But I reasoned that there was no way someone who had "gone to heaven" and had powerful encounters with God as a teenager could be living a homosexual lifestyle.

Let me add: I’ve since grown quite skeptical of people who claim to have gone to heaven—especially when they use those encounters to gain fame. When Paul wrote about going to heaven, he did so in the third person, almost embarrassed. He said that he “heard inexpressible things, things that no one is permitted to tell.”

Yet today we have people claiming to go back and forth from heaven, writing books about it, and getting rich from it. Entire ministries have been built on alleged heavenly visits, often amplified through media platforms.

Let me show you how easy it is. I could write a book tomorrow called, "I ALSO WENT TO HEAVEN." I could make up a story: describe how heaven has so many colors we've never seen, that the laws of physics don't apply, and that I flew with angels... I'm a pretty good storyteller. No one could prove I am lying. And if I put it online or got someone who's known for interviewing people who've been to heaven to interview me, the book would sell. I am 99% sure there are people who do not fear the Lord who are doing that right now. There is a massive segment of charismatic Christianity that cannot get enough of that type of material.

Yes, I’m skeptical—but at the time, I believed it.

A MANIPULATIVE “PROPHECY”
Fast forward a couple of years. I had moved to Maryland and met a beautiful Israeli believer—Elana Vaknin. We got engaged and planned to get married that summer. When I was visiting my parents in Richmond. I heard that Roberts would be speaking and was eager to see him.

I went with a few friends, and during his message, he said at least four times: “There is somebody here who is about to marry the wrong person.” He made it appear that he was trying to preach his message, but he could not get away from this warning—someone in that audience was about to make a major life decision that was a mistake.

I was terrified. Was he talking about me? How many people in a room of fewer than 200 were engaged?

My best friend Bryan told me to ignore it. In those days, I was extremely impressionable when someone gave a “prophetic word.” I didn’t yet understand how much those words could be filtered through human emotion—or even fabricated.

Looking back, I believe Roberts may have sensed that I was getting married and became jealous. This was before I had any concrete evidence regarding his sexuality. Maybe someone had told him—I never asked. This was before social media, after all.

LEARNING TO DISCERN
I appreciated Bryan’s ability to completely dismiss the warning. We need to learn to hear from God ourselves and not become overly dependent on prophetic words—especially when they contradict what we feel God is saying, and the counsel of trusted people. Everyone in our community believed that Elana and I were meant to be together. And now, 38 years later, it’s clear that it was the right decision.

THE SCANDAL
About 15 years later, in the early 2000s, news broke that Roberts had engaged in a homosexual relationship—as a senior pastor—with his youth pastor. I was not surprised. What little was written about it did not accurately portray the situation. It was framed as consensual.

There is no such thing as a consensual sexual relationship between a senior pastor and a youth pastor under his authority.

ABUSE, NOT CONSENT
I know for a fact that the youth pastor—out of sheer agony and frustration from manipulation and abuse—ended the relationship and made plans to leave. Roberts begged him not to. The youth pastor (whose name I will not mention, and I urge others to keep it that way) called Roberts’ own pastor the next night and reported what had happened.

It was abuse. It was manipulation.

Staff members had heard rumors about Roberts’ sexual behavior in the past, but those concerns were dismissed as gossip, meant to hurt his reputation. I have reached out to leaders who were around at the time, and no one has responded. Many of them cut off the victim as quickly as possible—all except one, whose name I will also not mention.

That was more than 20 years ago.

MINISTRY AND REALITY
I’ve been in pastoral ministry since the late ’80s. You cannot be in ministry long without encountering people who experience same-sex attraction. Early on, I did everything I could to help one individual, naively believing a little that inner healing or deliverance would eliminate temptation entirely.

This led me to engage with experts. A leader of a ministry helping people out of a homosexual lifestyle, as one who once lived as a homosexual, shared with me that, after years of being happily married, he still dealt with temptation regularly. That has been consistent with most people I’ve known in similar situations.

With Lairdon becoming more visible again, it is his responsibility to address this publicly. How is he different? What guardrails does he have? Has there been any additional offenses? Does he understand that what he did was abusive?

Most of you know my position: if you have a sexual relationship with someone under your authority, it is predatory—period. No matter how anointed you claim to be, you are disqualified from public ministry. Preaching is a sacred honor, not a right.

So yes, I am deeply concerned when I see him gaining access to students who are unaware of his past. I am concerned when he teaches about the “generals of the faith,” discussing their moral failures and recovery, while withholding his own history—a history that caused deep harm to another person.v

NINETY DAYS?
Lairdon stepped away from ministry for 90 days.

Ninety days!

He used his position of power and prophetic authority to draw someone into a sexual relationship—and was sidelined for 90 days. How long do you think it took the young man he abused to find healing? I can assure you it was far longer than 90 days.

In an interview with Alan DiDio, he says, “Well, everybody great has done something stupid. Sometimes we all know about it, and sometimes we don’t. But they have all done it.” I believe he is alluding to his own failures when he says this. Part of how he justifies his behavior is by pointing to the moral failures of others—suggesting that many of the “Generals” fell in similar ways. And yes, we could certainly add more names to that list in recent history.

COMPASSION WITHOUT PLATFORM
I do have compassion for Roberts. He grew up in a dysfunctional home, even though they were all people of faith. I believe he was also exposed to things he shouldn't have been, growing up without a father in the house. That part is his story to tell, but I only mentioned it to say that while I don’t believe he should be in ministry, I am concerned for the wholeness of his soul. Every person, through repentance, can be restored to Jesus.

Did he go to heaven? Did Jesus appear to him and tell him to study God’s generals? I don’t know. I don’t particularly care.
I care about him as a person. My prayer is that he finds full and lasting healing. But not as a minister.

And as someone who believes he began grooming me when I was a Bible student, I do not believe Roberts Lairdon should have access to young, impressionable students who are hungry for God and easily captivated by claims of heavenly encounters and spiritual authority.

A FINAL WORD ON THE CHARISMATIC MOVEMENT
Roberts has long emphasized the power and anointing that flowed through the “generals of the faith.” I see similar tendencies in parts of the charismatic world today—an overemphasis on apostolic authority, prophetic utterance over nations (that are mostly wrong with no accountability), and apostolic decrees.

To be clear, I am 100% charismatic. I believe the Book of Acts is a blueprint for the Church today. But the original apostles put more emphasis on personal sanctification, humility, in spiritual formation.

But too many excuse sexual sin as a minor obstacle rather than a disqualifying issue.

That is why people can overlook what Roberts did. This is why shepherds who prey are rarely disciplined effectively. Abuse is often overlooked. Crimes are often not reported to the authorities. Nothing can interfere with this great man of God’s calling. Certainly not God’s standards.

A SOBERING WARNING
Let me close with the words of Pastor Alexander Venter:

"Personal sanctification from the works of the flesh and old patterns of uncrucified appetites—that come out in living a double life sexually among leaders, where they are molesting young girls, having affairs behind the scenes, and stealing money—money, sex, and power. So, power abuse, driven by unmet ego needs and platform-driven ministry.

"All of this underlying reality points to a lack of spirituality, a lack of Christian character. So spiritual formation, character development—the old theological word, sanctification—is all but absent in restoration theology (that you find in Bickle, Wagner, Joyner) because it’s all about: if you have the restoration of the Holy Spirit in your life, you’re fine. You’re now equipped as the Elijah generation to join Gideon’s army and wreak havoc in the kingdom of Satan and bring revival. Just pray and preach and prophesy, and revival will come.

"Whether you are still struggling with unresolved inner issues—both from past wounds as well as uncrucified flesh, even disordered sexual appetites—that’s not considered a major issue, because the Spirit is seen as empowering you to do the work of the kingdom regardless."